I miss you more than words can say,

I miss you more than words can say,
But I can't even say "hello".
You're just too bright in every way,
And I'm the shadow of your show.

I know you're farther than the stars,
That years have built a wall between.
But your amazing, gentle laugh
Is something I'll forever keep.

You're not mine — but you're my oxygen,
You're not here — but everywhere.
And in this quiet, endless nighttime,
You are the light I breathe in air.

I'm just a viewer in the hall,
You are the only star on stage.
I'm grateful that you give your voice
To me — like poetry, like page.

And you know...
I don't regret a single thing.
You are my "almost" and my "never",
But you were born in December —
And that is why you shine like snow,
Why your light is soft and clear.
Thank you for existing somewhere
In this world — so far, yet near.
I fade into the air...
But I'll keep breathing you, my dear.
My December star.