Back in the dark, silence screams loud

Back in the dark, silence screams loud
Heart full of static, lost in crowd
Mask on my face, hide the pain
Running from myself again
Is this real or in my head?
Gave love out, wish I was dead
Not for sympathy, keep it trill
Tears turn into bitter pills
For the lonely, this your anthem
Fuck the smile, let me show

Shawty left, hole in chest
Poppin' pills to get some rest
Write my skin with razor deep
Every bleed, a secret keep
Call me mess, I love the hurt
Star in gutter, dirty shirt
Guitar crying out my name
Funeral, not just a game
No tomorrow, just tonight
Neon blur, tears burn bright

Too high to feel, too numb to cry
Wake up asking, why oh why?
Chasin' pain like it's the cure
Heart beats fast, so impure
Demons in cup, angels in blunt
Out of luck, but take the stunt
Life's a movie, mine's a trap
Can't rewind, can't take it back
In the booth, spitting fire
Dark nights turn to sonic choir

Had nothing, now I got it all
Still I sing the blues, I fall
Love on stage, alone backstage
Staring at my phone, empty page
Bottles on floor, only friend
Counting scars, hope it ends
Gotta fight, paralyzed
Soul keeps screaming, disguised
For the broken, never fit
For the ones who know the pit

World hates you, still stand tall
If you feel this, you know it all
Pour my heart 'til beat fades out
Every word a silent shout
No names, just the truth
Lost in static? You're not loose
Floatin' in this ocean of pain
Love the sun, but fuck the rain
Turn it up, let mind go
Real life, not a show
Ashes to fire, dirt to sky
Born to burn, let's fly