Deep and Dreamless Sleep

Deep and Dreamless Sleep

(Куплет 1)
One day I'll fall asleep and I won't wake up, I'll be glad,
To finally leave this shell, this wretched world that's nothing but bad.
This trashy, worthless world with nothing in it but shit,
And I'll be happy to finally be done with it.
It's saved only by a few souls, with a kind and sensitive heart,
But those who seem so good are just shit from the very start.
It's the truth, real good people are so few left in this place,
They just break them, and they never become the same, losing their grace.

(припев)
I wish the moment of my deep and dreamless sleep would hurry up and come,
I hope my life turns out to be just a bad dream, making my heart numb.
A nightmare saved only by the pleasant, kind souls I knew,
Who took me as a person, not as another piece of shit to chew.
Who saw a kind, positive human, and not a fucking doormat,
Not just a rag for them to wipe their dirty feet on, just like that.

(Куплет 2)
I hope they will appreciate it, but alas, my hopes are dead and gone,
My faith is just a carcass rotting on a dead and empty lawn.
There are not so many good people left, and that's the brutal truth,
They just break them, and they are never the same again, they lose their youth.
They are never becoming the same, their light is ripped and torn,
Leaving them just hollow shells, exhausted and forlorn.

(Припев)
I wish the moment of my deep and dreamless sleep would hurry up and come,
I hope my life turns out to be just a bad dream, making my heart numb.
A nightmare saved only by the pleasant, kind souls I knew,
Who took me as a person, not as another piece of shit to chew.
Who saw a kind, positive human, and not a fucking doormat,
Not just a rag for them to wipe their dirty feet on, just like that.

(Аунтро)
Not a doormat... Not another piece of dirt...
Just a soul that's tired of being ground into the hurt.
I just want to fall asleep... and not return...
To finally crash and burn.
But waking up, I lit a cigarette again.